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ಓಡದಿರುಮನಸೇ, ನೀಉತ್ತರಿಸದೇ.... ಕಾಡದಿರುಕನಸೇ, ನೀಬೆಂಬಿಡದೇ....
ಮೀನಿನಹೆಜ್ಜೆಯಂತಾಗದಿರು ಗುರುತುಒಂದಾದರೂಕೊಡು ಮೊದಲಮಳೆಯಂತಿರು, ಸುರಿದು.... ನನ್ನೆದೆಯಾಘಮ್ಮೆನಿಸಿಬಿಡು...
ನಲಿದಿರುಮನಸೇ, ನೀಬೇಸರಿಸದೇ.... ಕಾಡುತಿರುಕನಸೇ, ನೀಬೆಂಬಿಡದೇ

Voices in my head

I am never let to be on my own
Cos in my head, I am never alone.....

There are voices, there are voices
there are voices, holding the power on me.....

I sit in my shower
think, I am racing slower...
But you see, I am never alone.....

There are voices, there are voices
there are voices, holding the power on me.....

When I dont want to care anymore,
they come to me and whisper
And you see, I am never alone.......

There are voices, there are voices
there are voices, holding the power on me.....

All of them, all come rushing to say it all
can't have them come closer, all at once........
at your mercy you come and go

When I am light and sober
Blazing you come at me
And when I need strength
you decide to leave a dent...

You know when am happy
and send the nasty voice to me
you kill my new found harmony,
always wanting to change my destiny....

There are voices, there are voices
there are voices, holding the power on me.....

Pain

I don’t want to feel a thing I need not feel a thing...

Through the window of despair, there is none to peep and care
I don't know where to begin I can't cry, for there is one too many reason
Let me walk into a crowd can't silence the heart that cries out loud
I don’t want to feel a thing I need not feel a thing...

I don't know where do I begin There is so much rooted deep within
Cos the pain is too much to bear I would rather keep it than share.....

Just beat it and repeat it , on and on..... This is how I silence it and move on......
Was I hypnotized and let to be in pain? or am I trying to push it in vain?

Stranger staring at me....

Ever been followed by stranger's eyes, intrigued by some? When you are at battle within, when you know not the next step and know not whom to reach out.... When you get a glimpse of someone silently watching you and you want to hang on to the hope it gives.... For ease of narration, I put in here, a girl who has lost all her past,but still holding on to memories, finding it hard to move on....



Stranger staring at me....
no word you speak,
nor a signal for me,
at your life to peek....

is that my hair I brushed aside?
or is it my restless stride?
either ways, am on the move.....
but holding on to me is your eyes!

Am I to turn around and smile......
or bury the thought and walk a mile?
either ways, am on the move....
but holding on to me is your eyes!

You sit there, with my mind u fiddle,
While I ponder to solve the riddle....
A step back or ahead,
Unable to decide, I close my eyes!

The sting is too much to handle,
an old wound, that is yet to settle....
I better be on the move,
for …

Floating clouds.....

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Sometimes high up....
hanging low,
sometimes….

Loaded – heavy and dark,
sometimes…..
Taking hues of the fading sun,
sometimes....

Reaching high up,
in the sky...
Rushing with fellows,
filled with joy.....

Off to fulfill some dreams,
some yours, some mine....
Touching gently and roaring,
sometimes….

Kissing the grass,
bringing sparkles....
Slashing anger,
strangling lives....,
sometimes…..

Floating clouds, changing shapes
Do you mind, to stop and help us

What is the story you weave up there
We are mortals here, blink and miss
the future you show - floating and changing shape!

Oregon - a blissful state!

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July seems to be the best month for me. I say this because, I had so many memories of all the travels I made in the past, brought up to my face - Thanks to Facebook and Google memories! And this July was no different, with our plan to visit  friends in Seattle and then a road trip to Oregon. I and my friend made all the arrangements and planning, giving a break to our spouses, who were happy to be relieved of those responsibilities.
So, here are some of the details I would like to share with you all, in case you are searching all possible websites to know the details of different places you can cover.
Disclaimer: While we enjoyed all these places in 4 days(Oregon), this is not all to it! Oregon is blessed with natural resources and has many many beautiful places for you to visit and calm your busy selves. If you have enough time, try to see many other places :)
Day1: Seattle to New Port
Seattle to Florence has scenic views all along the way. The highlight for me was the bridge, which of…

वजह कुछ तो  होगी

सांसो में वो करार नही मेरे ना मिलने का शिकवा नही ना मिला फिर भी, चेहरे से मुस्कान हटा तो नही
ना हैं मुजसे कोई गिला क्या कोई ओर हैं मिला मिला हैं तो सही हो मेरे जैसे (परछाई) नही
तू किसी और की राही मेरे गली में गुज़रना नही दूर से ही सही नज़रे टुकराना नही
वजह कुछ तो  होगी पर में बेवफा था ही नही ना बुला भूलके फिर भी, दिल पे कोई ज़ोर नही

For those who  understand Hindi, but cannot read: saanson mein woh karaar nahi mere naa milne ka shikwa nahi na mila phir bhi, chehre se muskaan hata toh nahi

naa hain mujse koi gila kya koi aur hain mila mila hain to sahi ho mere jaise(parchayi) nahi
tu kisi aur ki raahi mere gali mein guzarna nahi dur se hi sahi nazrein tukraana nahi
wajah kuch toh hogi par main bewafa tha hi nahi naa bulaa bhoolke phir bhi dil pe koi zor nahi